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Who are you, I pray!



June 2011 - Downhill from Peace Pagoda, Pokhara
Lovely kids, lost in their own ways. 


I just happen to know when I need you. When I am afraid of the thunder. The storms they take me wherever. O captain, my captain. What happened to you? All you wanted was to go out into the adventure no? Did you not want to risk everything?
When did it happen that you lost your blood? Why do you take my power away when I feel like I am the strongest? Oh mother soul.  

What is it?
That stirs us
Moves us
Whispers to us  
Guides us
when we are
who we are not
everytime I say
I have come a long way
I wonder
When I realise

It happens when you are lost. Yes when I am lost within the life I live.
Lost in the travels, between the meoldy you hide. You wake me when that horn goes loud. You lift me when I do what is not my doing.
Eyes that lock. I live for moments like these. When you run deep within and take me by surprise. When I am alive.
It may be just a flying moment.

Oh what is grace ?
But moving with you
What is life?
If not witnessing you whisper
What is living?
Only by flowing with you I dance

But but
You never show your face
Keep hiding behind that waist
I see you free
Me I speak what I only get to hear
I only long
I only wait
For you to come out
Who are you, I pray?
I only get a hint
When you come out of surprise!
Oh I love your surprise

It is time you come out. It is time you show me your ways. It is time you push the life through my veins. I stop and watch you with wonder. Oh show me where you at. Take me where you sail on. For I have only come to this world to know you, feel you in my breath! See you show and feel your presense. What more do I want? All I want is more of you.

Take me to that unknown lands. For I know.
I know you will send me winds.
Send me waves.
Give me life.
Even when I call your name.
Oh grace, take me in and let me go away.
For I need to grow
To even know you
Is way more than
Hundreds of lives without you, I pray!


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